And because of circumstances, I can't share why or what it is that tears at me.
I'm just plain weary.
It's not the long hours.
It's not the decisions I get to make or the mission driven lifestyle that I get to live.
I can tell you what it's not.
The Brit asked me if I was considering leaving all of what I've known and lived and let drive me for a whole lot of 24 hours.
Never in my life have I felt so close to saying it was possible.
I'll pause.
I'll pray about it.
And I'll ask G-d to direct my thinking so I can make the choices that are 'right' and 'true' to what's good.
I'm guessing I'll land where I'm suppose to if I just trust G-d and do what's 'right'.
I'm just plain weary.......
And I'm pretty sure someone hurt my fragile feeling--All one of 'em.
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(((((((((Mel))))))))))
Wishing for you, peace....
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Thinking of you.
that was my reaction too
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i'm so sorry to hear of your "weariness". i am thinking good thoughts for you.
*hugs*
thinking positive thoughts for you too.. and plenty of hugs in the meantime..
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Weariness can wear you down, Mel. Have faith in a good outcome. All will be clear soon.
*hugs*
Lots of positive thoughts and lots of hugs from me too! :-)
Awww Mel - join me in my boat. We are in the same one obviously. Take care of yourself xxxxx
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