It's Fuzzy Thursday--a not so brilliant day to try to make fingers meet the keyboard.
But here I sit.
Trying to piece together what I know.
And that's a task and a half.
I know I have a G-d who loves me and has a purpose for my life.
I know I 'get to' be in the lives of others.
I know I'm tired and my body is 'eating itself'.
I know I'm malnourished.
I know everything's 'off'.
I know I don't think very fast on my feet.
I know I don't think very fast off my feet.
And THAT'S what I know.
It's all 'off'.
Ya know, that 'feeling' you get.....you reach for something 'over there' and discover it's 6" further 'over there' than what you figured in the first place.
'Cept everything's 'over there'.....and it's 8" as opposed to the normal 6.
Keys on the keyboard (can't tell ya how many times I've had to backspace) , coffee cups (knocked it over once already.....)........relationships....
Himself just talked to me, laughing about something funny he read somewhere (dunno......lost that bit of info cuz it's fallen out of my brain already.....) and reminded me "oh, c'mon.....that's funny!".
Nope.
It wasn't....
........cuz I'm six inches off............plus two.
12 comments:
Well, at least Halloween is on a Friday and not a Thursday. And, if I am not mistaken.... it's tomorrow!! C;)
So, have you solved the food problem?? Eat, woman! I'll send you a care package if need be.
as if you don't have enough to contend with.... sigh, for Mel...
hugs
xx
"trust yourself"
"trust what you know"
at least you know it's "off", at least you know it's "6 + 2" "off"
that's a good place to start, if you ask me
not that you did (just throw one of the fairy books at me, why don'tcha)
(and as for Himself, the British sense of humour is about 100% "off" most of the time, especially that of the male of the species)(not that that's any excuse)(and not that I'm making excuses for Him, cos I ain't)(and anyhow, sometimes things just aren't funny)(*shaking head* they just aren't)(and that's ok, cos the rest of the time things can be great!)(you know, bring a smile to your face, perhaps make you chuckle or giggle, or even just lift you a little bit. . .)(and they will again soon)(X)
(oops - should have stopped at trust what you know, eh. . . sorry)
Feeling fuzzy myself today, but that's from too much partying over the weekend...my own fault, lol.
As CA says, it's HALLOWEEN tomorrow!!!! That'll clear the fuzziness away!
awww...hope the fuzziness clears by your big day...
ya know...that I know...that you know far more than you give yourself credit for...you know what I mean?
and ILTV is right about humor....
awwwwwwww, mel, what can I say
except ditto on alllllll the above
and
that God Does Love YOU and so do I.
I'm praying for you.
((((((((((((((mel)))))))))))))))
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{{{{{Mel}}}}}
everyone said everything else worth saying, except
G-d does love you, and have a plan for you, because I need you too!
Maybe if you go two more inches off, it will be easier to convert back because of being an even ten?
Please know that, even in my silences, I am always thinking of you.
-t
Dear,dear Mel.
Please know, as well, that you're much loved and cared about.
((((((((((Mel)))))))))))
xxx
(Am I imagining it or have all the word vers become like real/pretend words? Today's is hotho :)
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