FINE!!!

So I have a pigeon that I'm working with and he's doing this 'chip' system on character defects. Trick of the old wiseperson--make a chip with a defect, pull it outta the jar, stick it in your pocket to remind yourself of what defect of character you're working to surrender for that 24 hours. Everyday you get to pull a new chip. Every day you get to focus on a different defect/asset. There's a bit of accountability that comes with it--you share so someone else knows what's what.

So he emailed me this morning to tell me what the agenda was, which chip he'd pulled.

And there I was, telling on myself:


"Shoot! LOL I was hoping for a different chip so I wouldn't haffta bust myself out! LOL

Okay, okay.....MOST times I'm a 'do-it' kinda gal? Does that count? LOL

During my drinking and using career I wasn't exactly 'feeling any pain' so it's not like I had to be proactive with health problems. They interfered with my using--and going to physicians wasn't exactly high on my list of priorities. They asked questions and had ways of discovering things I didn't exactly want discovered.

So, I'm putting off going to a physician for an MRI they're suggesting I have. Cancelled it once cuz I felt decidedly better. Rescheduled it after I got challenged by some cranky wise oldfart---something about NOT having those two little letters behind my name and paying folks WITH those two little letters behind their name GOOD money so I can NOT do what they suggest.

Have I ever mentioned I can be a BIT uncooperative? LOL

I rescheduled! Umm....I also had to cancell what I rescheduled cuz I failed to remember a prior obligation I had. Which means I need to reschedule the rescheduled test that I cancelled after I cancelled the first one?! Hmmmmm...

Oh yeah.....I AM procrastinating...... LOL

I don't like doctors.And I don't LIKE laying in tubes listening to clicking noises.
And I don't LIKE finding out things are wrong with me when I already KNOW things are wrong with me.

*grumbling*

Fine. I'll reschedule the rescheduled appointment that I cancelled after I rescheduled from cancelling!But I'm NOT going to like it! LOLOLOL"
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I almost added the 'do as I SAY not as I DO' line at the end. But I figured that was pushing it a bit.....LOL