What's on your mind this morning?
*sigh*
Well, let's see--the darn reading fairy got my attention this morning.....and no, I didn't toss the book. I closed it and set it on the table next to the coffee cup and stared at it.
WHY I decide I don't need to listen to the message when it's delivered--is beyone me.
It would have paid me to listen to her yesterday ....but did I?! Noooooo!!!!!!
I obviously have to go back and apologize to a person or two.....or three.
I was my oppositional self yesterday and spoke my mind in ohhhhhhhh not so caring ways MORE than once.
It's that darn Administrative meeting I'm stuck going to.
I almost wish it was teleconference--that way I could put 'em all on mute, say what I felt compelled to say, unmute 'em and go on my merry little way.
It ain't what I'm compelled to say--it's how I deliver what I'm compelled to say.
The boss has always been my 'buffer'. He knows my heart and I trust his. I cue from him well--and I know there are times when he lets me deliver it in the 'not so pretty package' I deliver it in cuz I can be his voice. I get passionate--and sometimes I get.......'not so pretty'. *sigh*
On my mind PAST the apologies and cleaning up from yesterday?
There's the pigeon that had a triple bypass on Monday--who gets his chest tubes out this morning and will be up and shuffling after nurses. I sent my better angel Monday......she done good. He better not be overextending himself.....I'll haffta get loud if he does.
There's the boss.....who had valve replacement done on his heart and is out for at least six more weeks. He's a big guy--I don't mean overweight 'big'.....I mean he's BIG at almost 7 foot. I talked to him yesterday (k.....I whined to him......) and I'm still trying to deal with how 'small' he sounded. Scared me, yaknow? I think I need to make a trip over to see him....
There's the whole 'bean counting' deal that I'm trying NOT to think about--and the fuss I made with my 'stand in' boss. Granted I did tell her "In my boss' absence you're my boss. And I DO what my boss tells me. I might require a bit of time to wrap my head around it--but I WILL DO what my boss tells me to do. Ummmmm....unless you're telling me the kiddos can't have a real Christmas tree--THAT I'll openly defy you on."
I understand the need to know where I'm at financially. But I don't balance my own freaking check book..... If I'm getting squirmy about how much I'm spending.....I quit spending. Done deal. And we've always ran in the black---'cept that one year, eons ago..... *sigh*
Yeah, yeah......I'll count beans so she can report out to her superiors. Sheeeeeshhhhh....MORE spreadsheets! Gawwwwwwdddd......
And the bug is coming! The bug is coming!!
For four whole days and three whole nights!!!
Gotta have some happy, playful thinking tossed in there, dontchaknow!
Well, let's see--the darn reading fairy got my attention this morning.....and no, I didn't toss the book. I closed it and set it on the table next to the coffee cup and stared at it.
WHY I decide I don't need to listen to the message when it's delivered--is beyone me.
It would have paid me to listen to her yesterday ....but did I?! Noooooo!!!!!!
I obviously have to go back and apologize to a person or two.....or three.
I was my oppositional self yesterday and spoke my mind in ohhhhhhhh not so caring ways MORE than once.
It's that darn Administrative meeting I'm stuck going to.
I almost wish it was teleconference--that way I could put 'em all on mute, say what I felt compelled to say, unmute 'em and go on my merry little way.
It ain't what I'm compelled to say--it's how I deliver what I'm compelled to say.
The boss has always been my 'buffer'. He knows my heart and I trust his. I cue from him well--and I know there are times when he lets me deliver it in the 'not so pretty package' I deliver it in cuz I can be his voice. I get passionate--and sometimes I get.......'not so pretty'. *sigh*
On my mind PAST the apologies and cleaning up from yesterday?
There's the pigeon that had a triple bypass on Monday--who gets his chest tubes out this morning and will be up and shuffling after nurses. I sent my better angel Monday......she done good. He better not be overextending himself.....I'll haffta get loud if he does.
There's the boss.....who had valve replacement done on his heart and is out for at least six more weeks. He's a big guy--I don't mean overweight 'big'.....I mean he's BIG at almost 7 foot. I talked to him yesterday (k.....I whined to him......) and I'm still trying to deal with how 'small' he sounded. Scared me, yaknow? I think I need to make a trip over to see him....
There's the whole 'bean counting' deal that I'm trying NOT to think about--and the fuss I made with my 'stand in' boss. Granted I did tell her "In my boss' absence you're my boss. And I DO what my boss tells me. I might require a bit of time to wrap my head around it--but I WILL DO what my boss tells me to do. Ummmmm....unless you're telling me the kiddos can't have a real Christmas tree--THAT I'll openly defy you on."
I understand the need to know where I'm at financially. But I don't balance my own freaking check book..... If I'm getting squirmy about how much I'm spending.....I quit spending. Done deal. And we've always ran in the black---'cept that one year, eons ago..... *sigh*
Yeah, yeah......I'll count beans so she can report out to her superiors. Sheeeeeshhhhh....MORE spreadsheets! Gawwwwwwdddd......
And the bug is coming! The bug is coming!!
For four whole days and three whole nights!!!
Gotta have some happy, playful thinking tossed in there, dontchaknow!
5 comments:
Glad you got that out there and rid yourself of it. Thanks for sharing and trusting.
I don't have to go to work for wages any longer. Lucky? Well, I'd rather have my health, but it's okay. When I did work, I listened to the boss as I muttered under my breath.
You hang in there. And glad to hear those suffering are doing good. Still sending positive stuff your way, use what you need, send on the rest.
Peace.
beans beans, good for the heart
the more you eat, the more you. . .
oops, sorry
<---- goes back to singing the choo choo song
(-:
XXXX
(hang on in there - it will all sort itself out, as it always does)
sounds like you day wasn't all that great, good for you in venting and getting it off your chest.
Prayers going to the patients. He will be glad to get rid of the chest tubes, they are ouchie.
Tomorrow is another day and will be a better day.
Bill
Oh, Mel..Mel..Mel...
You and I are like two little peas in a pod...
It ain't what I'm compelled to say--it's how I deliver what I'm compelled to say.
Oy vey...I'm the same way.
I don't mince words 'not so pretty'. But honestly? I sometimes think it NEEDS to be delivered that way.
OMG...the bug is coming! The bug is coming! I'm so happy and excited for you. Time to play! YAHOOO!!!!
P.S. Notice both our CAPS and exclamation marks!!!
Tee hee!
X
((((((((((((Mel))))))))))))))
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