Letter from the boy

"Mom~

Two and a half years later & I'm yet to say everything I've ever wanted to. I honestly don't know if I can ever bring myself to it, but I suppose only time will tell. Seemingly everything postive I do, I do it for you. I feel as if I'm living my life just reaching and trying to make you proud of me. However, every time I start to do good something comes along and puts me back at square one once again. I'm a failure & nothing but the odd duck out. I don't blame you for casting me out of your life. I truely do not deserve a person like you in my life. I'm not sure what else to say. Just wanted to let you know that I understand your choices & whatelsenot. Enclosed is a poem I wrote about, well, I'm sure you'll understand it. Take care of yourself.

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Untitled by S.H.

I should've known
That it would end like this
A horror story
Only halfway written
So I left
And gave you the finger
Who's to blame?
You forced this on me
And on yourself
I was suffocated
I'm not your puppet
And I'm not her
Arrogance but a
Two way mirror
Fed up with all the lies
Nothing says hello
Like garagedoor goodbyes
Stopping all the cries
Nothing says surprise
Like garagedoor goodbyes

You should've listened
When I said I didn't care
I was young
A moron in the making
Take your stand
You shouldn't live like that
Who's to blame?
You changed me
But not for the good
Years it's taken
To mend the scars
And undo the madness
I love you?
I hate you?
Fed up with all the lies
Nothing says hello
Like garagedoors goodbyes
Stopping all the cires
Nothing says surprise
Like garagedoor goodbyes."

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I guess I have an answer to where he's truly at.
I just don't like it much.

I'm guessing that liking it isn't required..................