Stupid Reading..........

"The goal isn't to do a successful inventory. The goal is to dig to the deepest levels of self-honesty."

I am NOT amused.
WHO tossed that line in my reading for this morning?

*sigh*

I'm being honest with myself. It's the rest of the WORLD I'm lying to!
Don't you just love THAT rationalization!

*sigh*

Ya know, opening pandora's box with a neurotic person isn't my idea of a good time. He's the one who has the barrier when it comes to talking about 'stuff' that involves my health. (I don't believe I just said that......) I don't know that there's even anything WRONG with my health. *grumbling*

Ya know, I have this high need to have everything 'figured out and put into it's place' when I present stuff. I like having myself in check before I go tossing things out there for the rest of the world to deal with. Part of me says that's just smart. Part of me says that's me trying to control reactions of the other person(s) involved. It's probably a bit of both......
It's not cool to be dishonest through omission.
"Absense of the truth is a lie."
*sigh*

Stupid reading.
Stupid book.
Stupid principled living.
Stupid doctors who take their stupid time and leave us hanging on the stupid results of stupid tests.

Yeah, yeah, yeah...........
I'm borrowing troubles and telling him just means more troubles being borrowed, emotional upheaval and CRUD to deal in.
Great truth--the omission is self serving. It gives ME less to deal with.

STUPID reading!
*sigh*
Ya know--I go through this every freaking time!

Oy.