So the generalized answer was "I don't do people."
Then came the analytical explanation:
I do things out of responsiblity and obligation. I have a responsibility to some people and an obligation because I get to have a LIFE today.
By chance, today I even LIKE some of those responsibilities and obligations.
My upbringing was all about how it looked--socializing with family was out of responsibility and obligation to make it 'look' how it was 'suppose to' according to the family code.
Socializing for the pure joy of being around 'human beings' isn't what I 'do'.
I do things out of responsibility and obligation.
I'm an alien.
More of that terminally unique stuff?
Perhaps.
I still struggle seeing myself 'like' other human beings.
Now, I'm told I'm more like them than I delude myself into believing.
I still am of the belief that I...................am an alien.
I'm not even sure I have a desire to BE a 'human being'.
Now THERE'S a true statement!
Makes ya wanna hum some Will Smith song, huh? LOLOL
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