!! Please excuse the neurotic moment..... !!

Please remember that while this is public and open for comment, this is a place where I've always felt free to simply say what's true for me...so bare with me a second--and remember this too shall pass.....but I gotta say what's true.


I'm afraid they've missed something.....

Or maybe the more accurate thing to say is just "I'm afraid."




I woke up this morning with a new bruise on my face.
Yesterday it was a bruise on the jawline of the right side.

Today it's a bruise on the jawline of the left side.

And they're not the 'sore and hurt' kinda bruises. They're just the 'red and I have no reason to have 'em where they're showing UP' bruises.
Blood spots, probably?

It could be a simple matter of being septic on the medications I'm taking.

This is past being 'old'.
It's been seven months of weird problems.
Dr. Neo-Nazi referred me on to a Gastro doc--and I missed the last appointment with him cuz of other 'crisis' stuff.
I'll ring him up this morning and reschedule
And I'll ring Dr. Neo-Nazi--who's known me for a number of years (much to his dismay....LOL) and make arrangements to show up.

But really.
I'm down five dress sizes.
And I'm worried.
Heck, I've BEEN worried......and the Brit's been obsessed. Oh BOY has he been obsessed....



I know the doc said it would be a process and a half getting that bacteria count back up to where it needed to be--but we're talking seven MONTHS worth of crud....and for three months I've been taking good bacteria pills and I'm STILL dropping dress sizes?


And there's these stupid bruises on my face this morning.

Maybe I'm just septic on the meds?

LOL When I'm thinkin' that's a GOOD thing--that oughta tell me something.

Yup......calling the doc isn't optional today. Thinkin' it's required.





Shit.
Nope. Ain't tellin' him.....