- The 34 year old who took his life on Monday and the devastation it's created for the family he left behind.
- The tests that I was asked to do because labs indicated levels that were out of whack.
- The internal 'mess' from being asked if I well and truly want to be in the position I'm currently in at the worksite.
- The toll that alienating yourself has in a relationship--pick any relationship.
- The moment at the 'express lane' when that cute little bottle of Captain Morgan wanted me to take it home. (no, it didn't go home with me.....)
- The absence of A.A. meetings (go figure that one.......)
- The avoidance of WPIML.
- The stupid brain telling me stuff that matters, doesn't.
- Truth.
I suck.
But I got this far--so it ain't all bad.
And there's a giant 8 foot spider in the yard.
MUCH more fun to put that in black and white.
And much less painful, I might add.......
5 comments:
Well Mel, if you got that far in getting things out, I would say it's good.
I swear, if I wrote a list right now with the things that suck around me, it would probably be longer than yours.
I am in a hard cycle right now.
Hugs.. Can you feel them
cause I'm sending some big huge ones
your way.
I can relate..
"I suck.
But I got this far--so it ain't all bad."
Nooooooooooo way! You don't suck at all, because look at how far you got, Mel.
No, you ROCK!!!!!
((((( Mel )))))
X ya, dear lady!
Big hugs!!! You deserve them, and you don't suck. I'm impressed that you can share all of this with us.
(((((Mel)))))
Things do tend to pile up, don't they?
Sounds like you know the right track.
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